I'm still excited of my 120 palette, so I did another look with using it. And I'm really trying to feel comfortable with blue's.
No videos today *g*
MAC Painterly p/p
120 palette greens and blues
MAC Chartreuse pigment
Wet'n'Wild Megaliner
MAC Smoothblue techakohl eye pencil
MF FLE mascara
An the whole look. I first photoshopped my cheekline away, since I hate them. I've always had them, but especially now that I have gained a lot of weight, they are enormous.
But anyway, I decided to include non-photoshopped picture too. My skin actually untouched, so it's in quite good condition now:
I know I have some serious problems with my self-esteem. I've been bullied of my weight for my whole life. And they are right, I am fat, though I always haven't been, and they still bullied me.
That's why live videos were so big deal to me. I know that people can be awfully evil, especially if they get to be anonymous. :/
I actually read an article of Lauren Luke aka. panacea81, and I was amazed that she has been bullied too, and that she is apparently self-taught and single mom. So she's just an avarage human, just like me. Maybe I can be that kind of phenomenon some day? It really gave me hope.
But ANYWAY, enough whining, I'm of to post office to pick my Stargazer package!
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